Life consists of many decisions. And each decision is composed of a "what if"
What if I do this instead of that. Or maybe that instead of this.
Regardless of, our decisions lead us either to happiness or remorse.
Ive reflected upon these past few years and I've realized just how much life has changed for me.
My best friends back then are mere acquaintances now.
And my favorite activities have become side lined hobbies.
[ for whenever I do have time of course ]
But where or when did everything change?
When was it that I finally decided to make better choices and follow a path that would lead me toward my goals?!?!?
In all honesty, I don't know.
I look back at all my memories and realize that life is going by super fast.
Does it ever slow down?!? ( I'm sure we all wish it did, but i doubt it ever will )
I've learned not to trust everyone I meet and to choose wisely those who I wish to surround myself with.
Not many have our best interest at heart, and those that do are rare to find.
We can never explain why people we thought were great walk out of our lives.
Take my word for it,
The worst thing we can do, is try no mend the relationships that somehow failed to stay together.
They fell apart for a reason.
I've also learned that the adversary will attack you regardless of where you stand.
But most of all, it will try and break you down when you're at your weakest.
A times like this, I've found it comforting to pray. I know it's easier said than done, BUT trust me it really works. ( side note: don't just pray when you need guidance, build a relationship with God on a day to day basis, thank him for all that he has given you as well)
I remember my Missionary BOM teacher, Brother Christensen, he mentioned that our bond with God must be like a chain. Strong and constant.
And lastly, I've learned the importance of the Gospel in my life.
In all honesty, I used to take it all for granted. I didn't really try to build my own testimony of the church before. I've always believed because it was what I grew up hearing and seeing. I didn't realize the importance of my testimony until my first semester at BYUI. I didn't really understand the Plan of Happiness until the moment my family was sealed at the Chicago Temple. Heavenly Father knows what we're going through in this life, and he has given us the tools to conquer each trial and tribulation that may stand in our way of Eternal Destiny. The scriptures contain messages of love, hope, strength and motivation from our Father in Heaven. Joseph Smith was a true prophet. He translated the Book of Mormon and restored the true Church of Christ on this earth for this dispensation. We have a living prophet today. His name is Thomas S Monson, and he receives direct revelation from our Father. The prophets messages are directly from our Father in Heaven, and directed to us in these Latter Days. All God expects from us is to be willing to submit ourselves to his word and work. Let us be a living example of who he is. By living the Gospel, not only are we making him rejoice in Heaven, but we, ourselves, are also seeking for our own happiness. By reading the scriptures, we not only get to know of our Father, but we also get to know of our eternal glory. We most definitely are daughters and sons of a living God. He is looking after us every single moment of each day. In order to feel his love, we must seek after it. I love my church with all my heart. There is no doubt in my mind that I am on the right path. This is what Heavenly Father wants for me. No matter where life takes me, he will always be by my side. He loves us all so much that he wants us to conquer this world so that we may return to his presence. That is why he gave his only Begotten son. Through the Atonement, we are able to be forgiven of any sins and transgressions we may have committed, so that we may once again hold on to the Iron Rod. Trust in The Lord in all that you do. He will never steer us wrong.
